Waking up from a nightmare

So you would think this life would be enough of a nightmare, things cant ever get worse, until you have a nightmare while living in a nightmare. Make sense? Had slept for about 10 minutes last night when I woke up from the worst nightmare I have ever had. Without going too in depth, I died in my dream. Woke up as I was falling to my death. It was horrific. I woke up, laid in bed with my eyes open, staring at the ceiling, praying this life was a nightmare as well. Praying I could just reach over and feel Steven next to me. Anyone next to me would have been good too. Its bad enough to wake up from a nightmare, let alone to wake up from one and be alone, all the while living a nightmare. One after another. How am I surviving?!

In my dream:

Palm Tree

To see a palm tree in your dream, represents tranquility, high aspirations, fame, victory, hopes, and longevity. It also symbolizes paradise and leisure. Perhaps you need to take time for a vacation and relaxation.

Driving 
To dream that you are driving a vehicle signifies your life's journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life. If you are driving and cannot see the road ahead of you, then it indicates that you do not know where you are headed in life and what you really want to do with yourself. You are lacking direction and goals.�Similarly, to dream that you are driving at night suggests that you are unsure of where you are headed in life. You are experiencing obstacles toward your goals. Perhaps you do not want to see what is ahead for you or you are afraid to confront certain issues. You may be feeling apprehensive about the future. If your view is blocked or obstructed while you are driving, then it symbolizes your lacking awareness of something in your life. You are overlooking certain aspects in your life. Alternatively, the dream indicates dangers or problems that are not yet made known to you. If you are driving on a curvy road, then it indicates that you are having difficulties in achieving your goals and accepting the changes associated with it.

Fall 

To dream that you fall and are frightened indicates a lack of control, insecurity, and/or lack of support in your waking life. You may be experiencing some major struggle and/or overwhelming problem. It may also imply that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself.

Hurricane 
To see a hurricane in your dream indicates sudden, unexpected changes occurring in your life. You may be experiencing some destructive and powerful emotions.

Death

To dream of your own death indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.