I PRAY...

What does 2012 have to bring? For me, fear. Fear of another year and what it will bring. The last 3 years have been, needless to say, hell. 2009- lose Kaden. 2010- Welcome Jake (best part of 2010), yet in and out of hospitals with not many answers. 2011- well, hence the reason for this blog. 2012??? Who will be taken this time? I pray we can get through one year without losing anyone. I pray we all have strength. I pray we are healthy and happy. I pray for stability and I pray my boys feel safe and secure. I pray for a lot of things, but I know it is all out of my control. I will continue to pray and hope for the best. Its all I can do, yet I fear 2012. I pray it proves me wrong.